Thursday, February 14, 2008

you asked me why.

i remember the time when i was explaining to you how did i come up with my theory on the big bang. i can still imagine your face: amazed+alarmed+surprised+what's wrong with this guy?. i said, "the way things were created by the big bang, will still be the way things shall be destroyed; but in reverse."

i think it is human nature to ask for answer for every life's question. sure, when you were a kid, you keep on asking your mom why things are made as they are. and oftentimes we tag the question 'how'.

as human as you are, i understand why you asked me, 'why do you love me?'.

but remember that some questions in these world remains to be unanswered; no matter how hard the scientists try to trace the beginning of the universe, no matter how many physicists would collaborate to explore the possible combinations of the world's elements, we just need to accept some things the way there are.

and love. yeah. love. is one of the unexplainable myths of humanity. call me a geek, geeker, or geekest. but the following words that ill blog today is not a simple theory.

i dont know. i dont know why do i love you. i dont know why i think of you every minute. i dont know why im doing things unexpectedly just for you. you see, if i were able to answer your question, it means i dont love you enough. if i were able to answer your question, it means my love is dependent on reasons why i love you. it is just a simple analogy where, if those reasons are already absent, my love for you will be gone too.

so i love you for no reason at all. i dont love you because you look good, in the hierarchy of life, you know that somebody will be greater than the other. i dont love you because i need you, for years i've been depending on to my self. i love you because it is because (obviously this is grammatically wrong), and that's it.

i love you and i dont know why.

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